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I don’t wanna!

It’s Monday.  I don’t want to go to work.  I never want to go to work, because of the drive.  I’m actually really enjoying what they have me doing right now.  It’s just the drive that is bugging me out now.  *le sigh*  Decisions, decisions. 

I’m feeling very restless and don’t know how to handle it.  I’ll have to talk to GB about it at some point I’m sure.  I am not feeling settled and I feel very antsy.

I’m out of my Nexium and I’m putting off calling in the prescription, to see if I get to talk to the Owner today.  LOL  I’ll call it in tonight so I can pick it up tomorrow after work.

I slept like crap last night.  This was my night:

  • In bed by 9:15
  • Asleep by 9:30
  • Awake at 11:00
  • Asleep by 11:45
  • Awake at 1:30
  • Asleep by 1:45
  • Awake at 3:30
  • Asleep at 4:00
  • Awake at 5:00
  • Asleep at 5:30
  • First alarm went off at 5:45
  • Asleep a few seconds later
  • Second alarm went off at 6:15.

I need to get some stuff together for Registration packets too, cause the person who said they would help me out is not stepping up.   I’ve asked them several times via email and telephone yesterday afternoon.  They are not being cooperative. 

I’m going to be going over the financial inventory I filled out with GB tonight.  Ugh.  I’m not really looking forward to it.  My justification talents are kicking in and making me not want to do it until I get a full time, regular job.  Cause right now, everything on there is only temporary.  Once I get a full time, regular job, the whole thing is going to change, so why waste my time now?  Ugh.

All that shit going around in my head just tells me I’m definitely going to sit down with him so that the next time I have to revamp the financial inventory/budget, it wont’ be so overwhelming and frightening.  Ya know?

Until next time….


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