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Life is not tried it is merely survived

Post title from Garth Brooks Standing Outside the Fire.  the next lyric in this song is “if you’re standing outside the fire.”

I can’t say that I was “tagged” really, but I can say I’ve made it to the big time! Josie and I have finally made it to the “LOL Bloggerz” over at Mr. Fab’s place.  While some people are planning their revenge, I thought mine was so funny I almost peed my pants this morning.

Unfortunately, I kind of think Mr. Fab’s LOL Blogger thing on me and Josie is a bit psychic, cause if things don’t turn around for me, I just MIGHT be living in a storage unit LOL.   I don’t seriously believe that.  It’s a joke, relax.

I am feeling a little better than yesterday, which is a good thing because I can NOT afford to take a day off work.  I went to bed at 9pm and woke up A LOT throughout the night, but for whatever reason, I got some pretty good sleep in those moments when I was sleeping.

At one point I woke up drenched in sweat, so I’m thinking I had a fever at some point and it broke.  Today, my throat is extremely sore, my nose is stuffed and I’m feeling a little achy, but nothing like yesterday.   I don’t feel like I got hit by a Mack truck.  At the moment anyway.   I’m about to start getting ready for work, so we’ll see how that changes (if it does).

I did some research on jobs up north last night and put in for two of them.  We’ll see what happens.  I’m going to remain open minded with this and see where it leads me.

The MAIN reason I moved here is gone now, it’s been removed from the equation (KP and LP moving here).  So at times, I have been feeling a little lost since he and I talked last.   I know that as long as I continue taking care of myself, doing the right thing, and keeping my side of the street clean, it will work out in my favor.  I have faith that God will lead me where he needs/wants me to be and if that is up north, so be it. 

The only negative about that, is that I’d be two hours further from my family, however, I would just fly instead of drive 11 hours to see them.  Ya know?

I’m becoming obsessed with visiting my family.  I want to see them so badly it hurts at times.  It’s so far away, I can’t afford the gas right now and I definitely can’t afford a plane ticket.  I’m working on it and my goal is to get my ass settled here (or up north) and then immediately book a flight to see mom, brother, SIL and the nephews.

It’s hump day, which means that it is one more day closer to Friday, which is an awesome thing!  I’m really looking forward to this weekend.  The picnic with GA this weekend should be awesome.  We’ll be having people from Lexington come over, Cincy and Indy.  And of course, you know I’m really looking forward to seeing the people (or at least one person) from Indy.  heehee

Until next time….


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