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Should be sleeping….

I should be sleeping.  Seminar just finished for tonight’s class, but for some reason, I felt compelled to come here and whine a little bit.  Send me some cheese, k?

I have gone in between feeling good and feeling crappy all day long.  It seems the soreness from my accident gets worse at night.  My bruises are turning a nice shade of yellowish green, unless you count the little one that showed up under my left eye today…that one is a nice shade of pinkish purple.  My chest hurst from one side to the next, mostly over my right breast area.  My back hurts a bit and I think it could be because I’ve been trying to carry myself gingerly so as not to hurt the chest, ya know?

I’ve been in and outta tears all day long.  Along with my physical pain, I’m having emotional ones too.  I talk about it.  I discuss it, I let myself feel it.  It’s the only way I know how to deal with this shit.  It’s the first car accident I’ve ever been in when I was trying a car.  It’s the ONLY car accident I’ve been in as an adult. 

My co-workers mother passed away suddenly yesterday.  It was a freak thing and totally unexpected and my heart aches for her and her family.  I’ll be going to the funeral home tomorrow after work. 

This is where I’d rather be:

Sitting on the balcony of the Holiday Inn at the Bay in San Diego, watching the cruise ships come and go, smelling the fresh ocean air and hearing the sounds that come with being near the ocean.

Until next time…

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