My Flickr Badge!
This is a Flickr badge showing public photos from lvSodapop. Make your own badge here.
Designed by:

Lagging or slacking?

I used to love coming to this blog every day, sometimes every other day, to tell you what’s going on in my life.  Now?  It’s like a chore.  I think to myself “oh crap!  I forgot I have a blog!”

The more physically active I’ve become, the less I feel like blogging or sitting still for longer than necessary, really.  It drives me insane to be sitting still for longer than I absolutely have too (like with school or work stuff). 

I’ve been experiencing a lack of focus throughout this whole term for school, as well.  The lack of focus I feel could still very well be a part of my nonsmoking thing (which is going very well!)  So I’m just laying the hammer down and getting shit done.  I’ve emailed both professors, asking what I can do to bring up my grades.  I have missed a few assignments here and there – some I finished, I just never turned in (?) Cause that makes sense.

But I digress.  This blog.  I don’t know what direction I want to take it in.  I know that I want somewhere to express myself personally or whatever I feel like expressing myself.  I probably won’t actually get rid of this place, so much as just keep it going the same way I have.  Ignoring it for days, sometimes weeks, at a time. 

I have a dentist appointment for Tuesday morning.    I can NOT wait for this appointment.  For the first time ever, I’m actually looking forward to a dentist appointment.  Although, I’m NOT looking forward to the financial hardship this will most definitely cause.  I know it’s a total vanity thing.  Complete vanity repair is what is going to happen.  It has not effected my eating, my talking (although I feel like I’m talking like Sylvester the cat saying “sufferin succotash”), or my well being.  However, my ego sure has taken a huge lashing this week.  I work with some cruel, mean spirited people.  I have however, been able to laugh a bit at my situation – and there has been a handful of coworkers who keep telling me they don’t notice it until I laugh out loud or smile really big (two things I LOVE to do!)

Time to go run a mile and try not to kill myself doing my workout…

Until next time…

One Response to “Lagging or slacking?”